Staying positive

Negativity

like parasites
slowly eat into your soul
when it is allowed long enough to dwell

You need the strength of your mind
to push it away whenever it comes near

And take time to focus back
to the things in life

that bring you joy
warm your heart
soothe your soul

Take time to understand
what really are important
the journey you should start embarking
for the future you dream of

When you start living your life
and focus on making it better

you will find it is really not that difficult
to live a precious moment
not negate in it

To mr mbt

If you have no intention to admit to mistakes,

Please,

Just shut up.

三周年

幸福吗？

嗯，你呢？

你幸福，我就幸福。

Dear God

Thank you for everything.

For my valentine

It's been three good years,
since that Valentine's Day, your first bouquet to me,
asking me to give this relationship a chance.

You have been a great friend,
my most intimate soulmate and a generous lover.

What life would be if I never let you in,
I cannot imagine.

I love you.

Thank you for loving me too.

Eyes wide open

It has been a very bad week.

Hypocrites, talebearers, backstabbers, self-absorbers, self-victimizers;
you name it, I've got it.

Such days somehow cleanse your eyes,
allowing you to see better
false friends, true enemies
and people who really care.

I couldn't have gone through these,
without my ever so supportive fiance and lovely sister.

I have a very bad week,
but I have people who love me.

That is more important.

This week will pass,
I will come out wiser and stronger.

Love and other drugs

You meet thousands of people

and then you meet one person

and your whole life is changed,

forever.

Back & forward

2010 will be ending in two days' time.

I know it sounds cliche,
but time really flies.

2010 has been a year of healing and searching,
filled with plenty of love and more understanding.

There has been turmoils, frustrations and confusions,
but we stayed together and went through it.

I do not know if 2011 will be better,
after all we have gone through and learnt.

But the wisdom we gained and knowledge we attained,
seeds of love we planted and depth of faith that grew,
will see us through.

Come what come may.

We will learn to receive them like the flowing water,
and reflect back in our own tranquil depths,
neither confuse nor frighten by our self-infused fear.

To end 2010 & start 2011,
I hereby present a poem by Mother Teresa.

~~~~~~

Anyway

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you may win some false friends and true enemies;
succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people may forget tomorrow;
do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, it may never be enough;
give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and your God,
it was never between you and them anyway.


~~~~~~~

Happy New Year to all of you.

May you find peace and happiness in the brand new year.

亲爱的

那天晚上在我家
你说要给我看东西
然后忽然拿出戒指跪下

那种情绪很复杂
我不愿在这种状况下

我一直试图推开
你却不知所措地将我紧拥入怀

那时我忽然很清楚地听到你的心跳声
如此急促，如此焦急

当时我其实已感动
但还是说不可以

你说我要惊喜
但你不会制造惊喜

我说你的方向错了
我比较想要诚意

你总是傻傻的
不会推敲我的心意
但又总是如此尽力
因为你说，我，你最在意

第二次
没想到你又安排在我家里

意想不到的惊喜
在门外可爱的小男孩
带着气球和玫瑰

然后穿得帅帅的你
再次拿出戒指跪下

亲爱的

感谢你
总是用你自己的方式
如此用心地爱着我

我爱你，我愿意

一辈子继续做你最亲密的朋友
最懂你的知己，最快乐的玩伴
最幸福的爱人

执子之手，与子偕老

Equilibrium

It's been almost three weeks
since my break started.

The first thing I always do
is to sleep as much as my body desires.

My profession requires me
to wake up at wee hours of the morning,
hence it is a norm to wake up feeling extremely unsatisfied.

Then started the vicious cycle
of sleeping later and waking up late.

Instead of feeling rested,
I felt more weary than before.

My biological clock is disrupted,
and the disruptions start to show on my face.

I started to appreciate having a job to wake up to,
having a purpose every day.

I am still enjoying my break,
which is ending in a few weeks' time.

But this realization of the importance of equilibrium,
makes me cherish my rest and work more.

Equilibrium sometimes requires discipline,
and that is why I am slowly adjusting myself,
to an early bedtime and wake up earlier in the morning.

This equilibrium I am trying to attain in my daily life,
I feel will bring about clarity and peace in my daily thoughts.