身体

这几天睡得不好。

不是做奇怪的梦，

就是半夜醒来咳个不停。

自星期三开始，

肚子又不知发生什么事，

时不时一阵阵疼痛。

尽管需要工作，

我仍感激现在是假期。

至少让我好好休息，

慢慢理好身体。

ps: 除非病得很严重，我真的不想再看医生了。

Tint of bliss

幸福，

是一大清早有McCafe 早餐吃。

然后期盼着傍晚，

久违的泳池。

现在只但愿，

咳嗽能停止。

In search

There's a strong sense of loss.

Perhaps,
it's the mourn for Self.

Is it me,
or has this place
became too crowded for thee.

Suffocation,
took away the air,
and clouded the vision.

There's a need to get away,
and to look for oneself.

The very things one loves and enjoys,
those that used to intrigue, and still will.

The feeling of being,
happy and free.

休息

今早醒来，

有一股清晰。

很多事，我不急。

我想从容散步，

待未来呈现最终结局。

让我慢慢品尝之间事迹，

从中学习。

To see a world in a grain of sand,

And a heaven in a wild flower,

Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,

And eternity in an hour.

~~~ William Blake "Auguries of Innocence"

Be well

昨晚咳了一整夜，

身体不断冒出冷汗，

仿佛整个肺都快咳出来。

实在无法入眠，

我难过地坐在床上发呆。

原来很多痛苦，

是必须自己去经历承受的。

尽管爱你的人，

很想为你分担些什么。

我要快点好起来。

我要好好照顾这个身体。

只有照顾好身体，

其他的事，我才有能力。

Mossies

After that fateful night in my room,
the mossies decided that they
simply can't get enough of me.

And so last night,
they went on to have another party,
at the very place I lie at their mercy.

It must be a ladies' night,
since only female mossies bite.

And I woke up in the middle of it,
full of lovely red kisses left on me,
and coughing so hard, I barely can breathe.

As they say,
if you can't beat them, join them.

So up I went to on the lights,
only to find my sister, myself and I.

Darn mossies,
they are definitely getting better at this.

I remembered in my younger days,
I could easily wait, find and eliminate some,
to make myself feel useful.

And I wonder if they are also preparing,
for some sort of a mossies' Olympics.

For this morning I find,
the very area they bite coincide,
exactly with their previous likes.

So now, I've got bigger bumps,
at the same places where I have to keep numb.

Enough

which part of Enough do you not understand?

Having one problem after another,

when the previous ones were barely resolved,

is NOT FUNNY.

Give us something to celebrate.

久违

昨晚梦见自己开着车，

载着 J 和 M 去游车河。

J 笑我不会认路，M 笑我不会开车。

最后 J 叫我送他们去 yck 地铁站，

他怕我迷路回不了家。

M 走之前说，

下次由他来载我。

Go away

It felt like some sort of a grand finale.

Finally,

all symptoms of a bad cold and sorethroat,

came out.

Menses came as well.

It's been a long time,

since I felt so weak and vulnerable.

Waking up,

I dont even have the energy to move my limbs,

let alone get up.

It's a bad time to be sick and in bed.

I need to get well soon.

I have so much fun to be done.

I need to get well real soon.

I want to go out and play.

失察

你怕

你发现

你没有办法照顾她