From my 妹妹

How to "gently" remind

your elder sister help you do things.

Mend

various thoughts

through mind

perhaps explains

bad dreams at night

the past & probable future

in black and white

makes heart

cringe in agony

i do not want

sit on the fence

i need a stand

a solution that can

make life

easier

保佑我们

星期天晚上，

或许因隔天重返工作岗，

心情莫名低落紧张。

后来 CS 打给我，

给我唱了这首《保佑我》，

让情绪平和许多。

简单的歌，

幸福和快乐。

Forward

Now, take a deep breath,

and

walk through the rest of the year

with

a megabyte smile.

Time to have more

SMILES

LOVE & HUGS

CONSIDERATION

Time to be less

GRUMPY

WHINY

SAD

^_^

懵懂

仪 和我在高中相识。

有一次，

那双眼犹如蔚蓝海洋的高中老师，

在板上列出了人生旅程几个重要名词。

他要我们选出，

心目中最重要的，加以解释。

全班只有我和 仪，

选择了婚姻。

当时他感到不可思议，

为何这两位仅仅17岁的女生，

会认为婚姻最重要。

其实现在问起，我也不知道。

比较年轻的时候，

我认为结婚是必经之路。

我觉得，

我父母非常相爱，非常幸福。

我觉得，

最终我也会有自己的幸福。

24岁以后，

一些事的发生和一些身边的人，

让我深刻觉得现实中的婚姻，

虚假、恶心。

如果结婚是为了离婚，

我比较乐意一直自己一个人。

心碎了死不了，

但肉眼无法看见的，其实比死还难受。

仪 知道，或许也感同身受。

昨晚与她相聚，

将最近生活中的一些事聊起。

她说最近身边的一些朋友，

除非要生育，否则都不想结婚。

Why?

Because marriage doesn't mean anything.

It does not translate to a more responsible man, does it?

Then the paper serves no purpose.

Marriage does not mean a changed man,

but it signifies a relationship,

where both parties promise to make an effort,

to walk together for the rest of their lives,

to come together to raise a family of their own,

for better or worse.

老实说，

对于自己的这番话，

我感到很意外。

我仍不觉得，

婚姻非要不可。

当然我不否认，或许因为某人，

我开始对婚姻有憧憬，

又或许多了一点信心。

醒来时，

脸紧贴着脸，

呼吸靠着呼吸，

大手握着小手。

然而美梦背后，

我们总害怕此刻温柔，

无声无息中变成可怖的魔咒。

随缘

我完全理解，

她为何会质疑。

我也非常不相信，

那种如此容易变卦的感情。

然而，

我却信任于，

这份爱、坚持与耐心。

我不敢说永远。

但目前，

你让我感觉非常安全，

就这样一直在身边，不会说变就变。

dearest R

if you're reading this,

i want you to know,

you're still very much missed and loved.

images of the unhappy past flashed back,

after we met yesterday.

it reminded me,

how strong we were and how far we have come.

i am truly happy,

someone has been sent to take care of you.

just like what i used to say,

you deserve so much better.

perhaps some people,

are meant to pass by our lives,

and make us grow up.

i wish the best for you,

and nothing else.

回首

CS 知道，

我一直很想回母校拍照。

于是这天，

在母校拆除前，

在妹子女童军营火天，

CS 安排陪我回去拍了半天。

熟悉的一切。

那是一生重要的成长岁月，

感谢你再度陪我走过。

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蹉跎

节目中他说，

这本书使他决定，

辞掉当时的高薪工作，

带着妻子去到日内瓦。

所以决定去找这本书。

When you really want something,

and work hard towards it,

the Universe will conspire in your favor,

and help you achieve it.

它也说，

许多人都不敢相信，

那么去做。

渐渐，你以别人眼中的重心，为重心。

渐渐，你把他人规范的生活，为生活。

渐渐，你遗忘、失去了“我”。

然后有一天，

你会为了那没有去做的，

深深疑惑。

当然，

我并没有，

更想离开现有的生活。

它影响我的，并没有那么多。

然而，

它不断重复着一个道理。

Whatever you do,

be prepared for the worst, but have Faith.

If the worst do happen,

remember that it is to make you tougher,

for that new journey you are intended to embark on.

Everything happens for a reason, and a lesson.

Learn that lesson,

and at a later stage of your life,

you will discover the reason.

To you

I'll give my love
To only you
To no one else
It's for only you

You are the world to me
And you will always be
The one whose oh so beautiful
My love will always stay with you

I will be yours
For all of time
And thank the Lord that you are mine

For with each breath I take
I know my love is safe
In the arms of one so wonderful

As long as I can dream
I'll dream for two
For my love is for only you

With each breath I take
I know my love is safe
In the arms of one so wonderful

As long as I can dream
I'll dream for two
For my love is

For only you