I love crabbies

For a fact,

I never like to eat crabs.

But the sweet cold crabs

at Shangri-La Hotel, The Line

left me wanting more.

I love the way they shell the crabs,

revealing the seductive whitish meat.

I love the pincers' meat.

I adore the nice chef

who gave me plenty of pincers' meat. :D

Health Log [26 June 09]

Went alone to National Heart Center
as stated in appointment
for Blood Test and ECG Stress Test.

Was a little stressed about the Stress Test,
as I have no idea what to expect.

I also feared that in the midst of the Stress Test,
the symptoms come again.

According to past experiences,
it would leave me feeling weak,
and air would not be able to come in freely.

I hope that will not happen,
as I am supposed to meet family for dinner,
in celebration of Mother's birthday.

The nurses called me in
and started to stick a lot of wires all over my chest.

With all these heavy wires stuck onto me,
I stood up, feeling like a robot.

Then I was brought to a treadmill,
that will increase its speed and gradient
every 5 minutes.

I ran for almost 20 minutes,
a very long 20 minutes.

When it stopped,
I stepped down feeling nauseous,
and felt like coughing.

The limps were cold and woobly.

I realised I haven't really run that much,
since my JC days for 2.4 KM physical fitness test.

After resting for 10 more minutes,
they took off everything from my body,
leaving red patches all over.

After resting for half an hour,
I proceed to the Blood Test.

I dread Blood Test,
for they always are unable to find my veins,
resulting in multiple needle holes
from trying to draw enough blood.

This kind man took 5 minutes
patting on my right arm, making the veins show.

He then took what seemed like a very long time,
to draw 2 small tubes of blood.

When he was done,
my arm felt sore.

I have this weird feeling that
he was examining my blood in a funny manner,
as if my blood does not seemed normal.

But I did not ask,
as he told me the doctor will inform me the results,
when I go back for appointment on the 16th July.

I made payment,
and left the hospital feeling weary.

And tomorrow,
I am taking my 2nd dose of Gardasil.

Human,
so fragile,
yet so determine.

Our Mommy

I love you Mommy

Your happiness

brought about our happiness

Happy Birthday ^x^

greys

rain rain go away

come again another day

little children wants to play

rain rain go away

亲爱的您

您累了，我明白；
因为我也感觉疲惫。

这是一场莫名其妙，
没完没了的战役。

闹事者俘虏了您，
也困惑了自己。

我不知道他想怎样，
他也或许没有头绪。

但对您的微妙行为，
那是不可原谅的。

精神上的肆虐，
往往比肉体上的，
来得容易被忽视。

然而你要坚强。

因为如果能豁达一点看整件事，
没有什么大不了。

最坏的打算，
我们已经都谈论过了。

离开，或许会暂时陷入低潮；
但是那不会是最遭。

因为走出去，
另一片海阔天空。

还有那一群爱你的人，
会一直继续爱着你，

不论现在，或未来。

生命的可贵，
因为你在乎，
同时在乎着你的人。

两者不可缺一。

任何单方面的迁就，
或其中一方面的无理取闹，
最终只会带来烦躁。

不论发生什么事，
你要勇敢坚强。

然后睁开眼睛，
看看这世界所有
深爱着你的人。

HS曾经教过我，
坏的，就丢掉。

如果真的无法再修了，
如果你已仁至义尽了，
丢掉的那一天，
我们都会在那里，

支持你，保护你，
爱着你。

随意诗人

昨天感觉温暖。

小小的咖啡室，

令人陶醉的音乐。

然后到克拉玛头晚餐，

新加坡河畔观赏表演。

午夜十二点以前，

仍是感觉幸福温暖。

随意诗人

The June break

*updated as at 20 June*

Heart Specialist @ NHC (26 Jun)

Asian Lomography Faces Exhibition (11-23 Jun)

Shopping @ Haji lane

red dot museum / MAAD (1st weekend of July)

zoo (photography)

botanic garden (photography)

science centre - Da Vinci Exhibition

随意诗人 （中文）/ Casual Poet (Eng)

hdb hub

far east plaza

marine parade

KTV sessions

Worry not

There have been many concerns,

and it warmed the heart.

I am alright,

and have been feeling rather well,

particularly this week.

Perhaps mentioning it in my blog & facebook,

is a means to release my random thoughts.

Having a health log,

also enables me to remember significant details,

that may serve useful when I see the doctor.

Like how our government handled H1N1,

I am concerned about my situation,

but does not want to cause panic.

Be it personally or externally.

I think it's good to know what is going on,

so that when the worse happens *touchwood*,

we are prepared to handle it.

So do not worry for me,

for I have my love and family.

*hugs* ^_^

Mona Vinci

So off we went,

as planned.

Travelling all the way to the extreme west.

Oh, I must explain this picture below,

a landscape drawing that turns into

a picture of a man.

(see reflection)

It was a tiring day,

yet I was happy and contented,

once again :)

ps: you know, da vinci was a real intelligent man, a very intriguing life...

Health Log [15 June 09]

Went for a 10am appointment
at National Heart Center.

Height and weight were taken,
I am 1kg underweight.

Was brought to a room for ECG to be taken.

ECG is normal,
except it confirmed my sinus problem.

Was brought into another room to see a doctor,
a very young doctor.

Not that it mattered,
but he seemed disconcerned.

Perhaps he is numb to patients like me already.

He says everything seems well so far,
and gave me another appointment next week,
for Blood Test and Heart Stress Test.

CS came down directly from his night shift,
and accompany throughout.

Told him this dilemma,
that I of course will hope for all tests
to turn out well.

But if all tests turn out well,
and yet the symptoms persist,
then i will be referred to another specialist.

And nothing wrong can be found with me,
yet I still feel discomfort,
what am I to do?

But I should stop thinking.

For the time that I feel well,
I want to live fulfillingly.

Another week to the end of holidays.

I will enjoy it.