Monday, October 25, 2010

吉日与否

是由谁决定的?

是你吗,
那个拿着通书的?

是他吗,
那个算我们生辰八字的?

还是那些无谓无聊唯恐天下不乱的人,
凭着一张嘴到处说,
这个日子冲谁,
那个时辰冲谁?

我不知道你们的说法,
谁最正确。

我只知道,
我从小读书考试考到大学毕业,
从来没有算日子。

没有在吉日吉时结婚,
后果要我们自负,
是一种诅咒吗?

我只知道,
在吉日结婚最后离婚的人,
大有人在。

结婚应该是一件快乐的事。

我们忙着工作,忙着找酒店,
忙着找婚纱店,忙着找房子,
已忙得不可开交了。

难道就不能
让我们日子好过一些吗?

我母亲教我,
婚姻是否幸福,
是由两个人决定的。

如果吉日真的可以决定什么,
它决定了大家的关系,
因它而变质。


Sunday, October 17, 2010

筹备婚礼,
是婚姻的一场预备课。

所有的分歧开始浮现,
彼此的缺点更加明显。

然而,
两人必须一起走过。

从分歧找到体谅和了解,
从缺点找到无尽的包容,
无私的爱。

你我都不完美。

但,
愿我们能在爱中,
填补彼此的不完美,
然后这样过很久很久。

谢谢你为我做的一切。

我爱你。

Friday, October 08, 2010

Being

from behind
your arms wrapped my body
as it coughed violently

and you patted my back
so gently as if trying
to take away all discomfort

as i lay against your chest
i thought of all that you are to me

and i hope i will be
as Mdm Kwa is to MM Lee

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

中秋

在电脑前呆了近半小时

写了,删除
又再写,又删除

脑袋装满了很多思绪
却完全无法表达

我没有不好
只是些许无奈

今晚没看到月圆
也没有团圆

楼下玩着灯笼和蜡烛的孩子
传来的阵阵欢笑声
却提醒着要惜福

中秋节快乐

记得要惜福哦


Tuesday, September 21, 2010

We will be fine.

We are all trying to
make sense of our experiences.

Some go to fortune tellers,
some understand them from religious teachings,
others bank a good 3K on Life Coaching.

We are all trying to
make a better life based on our experiences.

Some change their names believing it will bring a smoother future,
some attempt to change their entire attitude and outlook,
others do what they believe they ought to do
and pray hard.

My experiences for the past few years brought me a lot of fear.

At the same time,
I was lavished with love
and heartfelt appreciation towards Life itself.

There is nothing more we can do
to show how much we cherish our lives,
than to immerse ourselves in every possible moment
of happiness and bliss.

Hence I refuse to be beaten by fear.

If anything were to come,
it will come.

There is nothing much I can do about it,
for life is such that you can only expect the unexpected.

Instead of fearing for it,
I want to embrace what I have now.

And I shall live with the knowledge
that I have done what I can do.

The rest is up to my faith.

This post serves as a reminder,
of what is really important to be focused on.

I have much to be afraid of,
but being afraid isn't going to bring me anywhere.

I need to focus on the light at the end of the tunnel,
and believe that light is not too far away.

We will all hang in there and be happy about it, won't we?

We will be fine.



Sunday, September 12, 2010

On the bright side

we will always look towards.

For you and me,
to December, to April.

Endure,
Never lose vision,
Stand tall.




Wednesday, September 01, 2010

照片在说话

















































































谢谢你们。

你们是我继续
还在这里的原因。



Saturday, August 21, 2010

死亡

有些事
不能想太多

一想多了
就会钻牛角尖
裹足不前

那天洗澡间
想起了母亲和弟弟
谈起身边一些人的离去

莫名其妙
想起了自己的死亡
有莫名其妙一阵恐惧来袭
令人骤然感觉呼吸

立刻阻止自己
不让继续向下去
然后深呼吸再深呼吸

就一个念头
事情可以瞬间变得极端

若能及时拉得住自己
控制莫名的情绪
就能继续如常过着生活

若没有那种理智去控制
黑暗的思绪就会像毒药
缓缓侵入每一寸身体
最后悲惨结局

不知道为什么要写这个
只是那瞬间那恐惧是多么的真实
真实得仿佛会把真正的生活吞噬

人如此脆弱 如此坚强

我明白了自己的脆弱
所以要将之包裹
然后正面地坚强地面对生活

I live because I am dying.

I learn to cherish my life
and live it with my heart and soul
because one fateful day I know
I will be dying.

And when that day comes
may I have no regrets
on this life I have lived.

我一直这么想着

Sunday, August 15, 2010

来之安之

多事的周末

为眼睛愁了一阵
原来白慌

莫名其妙病了一场
至今没好

看到了的为之心动
皮包或许会更加心痛