From my 妹妹

How to "gently" remind

your elder sister help you do things.

Mend

various thoughts

through mind

perhaps explains

bad dreams at night

the past & probable future

in black and white

makes heart

cringe in agony

i do not want

sit on the fence

i need a stand

a solution that can

make life

easier

保佑我们

星期天晚上，

或许因隔天重返工作岗，

心情莫名低落紧张。

后来 CS 打给我，

给我唱了这首《保佑我》，

让情绪平和许多。

简单的歌，

幸福和快乐。

Forward

Now, take a deep breath,

and

walk through the rest of the year

with

a megabyte smile.

Time to have more

SMILES

LOVE & HUGS

CONSIDERATION

Time to be less

GRUMPY

WHINY

SAD

^_^

懵懂

仪 和我在高中相识。

有一次，

那双眼犹如蔚蓝海洋的高中老师，

在板上列出了人生旅程几个重要名词。

他要我们选出，

心目中最重要的，加以解释。

全班只有我和 仪，

选择了婚姻。

当时他感到不可思议，

为何这两位仅仅17岁的女生，

会认为婚姻最重要。

其实现在问起，我也不知道。

比较年轻的时候，

我认为结婚是必经之路。

我觉得，

我父母非常相爱，非常幸福。

我觉得，

最终我也会有自己的幸福。

24岁以后，

一些事的发生和一些身边的人，

让我深刻觉得现实中的婚姻，

虚假、恶心。

如果结婚是为了离婚，

我比较乐意一直自己一个人。

心碎了死不了，

但肉眼无法看见的，其实比死还难受。

仪 知道，或许也感同身受。

昨晚与她相聚，

将最近生活中的一些事聊起。

她说最近身边的一些朋友，

除非要生育，否则都不想结婚。

Why?

Because marriage doesn't mean anything.

It does not translate to a more responsible man, does it?

Then the paper serves no purpose.

Marriage does not mean a changed man,

but it signifies a relationship,

where both parties promise to make an effort,

to walk together for the rest of their lives,

to come together to raise a family of their own,

for better or worse.

老实说，

对于自己的这番话，

我感到很意外。

我仍不觉得，

婚姻非要不可。

当然我不否认，或许因为某人，

我开始对婚姻有憧憬，

又或许多了一点信心。

醒来时，

脸紧贴着脸，

呼吸靠着呼吸，

大手握着小手。

然而美梦背后，

我们总害怕此刻温柔，

无声无息中变成可怖的魔咒。

随缘

我完全理解，

她为何会质疑。

我也非常不相信，

那种如此容易变卦的感情。

然而，

我却信任于，

这份爱、坚持与耐心。

我不敢说永远。

但目前，

你让我感觉非常安全，

就这样一直在身边，不会说变就变。

dearest R

if you're reading this,

i want you to know,

you're still very much missed and loved.

images of the unhappy past flashed back,

after we met yesterday.

it reminded me,

how strong we were and how far we have come.

i am truly happy,

someone has been sent to take care of you.

just like what i used to say,

you deserve so much better.

perhaps some people,

are meant to pass by our lives,

and make us grow up.

i wish the best for you,

and nothing else.

回首

CS 知道，

我一直很想回母校拍照。

于是这天，

在母校拆除前，

在妹子女童军营火天，

CS 安排陪我回去拍了半天。

熟悉的一切。

那是一生重要的成长岁月，

感谢你再度陪我走过。

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蹉跎

节目中他说，

这本书使他决定，

辞掉当时的高薪工作，

带着妻子去到日内瓦。

所以决定去找这本书。

When you really want something,

and work hard towards it,

the Universe will conspire in your favor,

and help you achieve it.

它也说，

许多人都不敢相信，

那么去做。

渐渐，你以别人眼中的重心，为重心。

渐渐，你把他人规范的生活，为生活。

渐渐，你遗忘、失去了“我”。

然后有一天，

你会为了那没有去做的，

深深疑惑。

当然，

我并没有，

更想离开现有的生活。

它影响我的，并没有那么多。

然而，

它不断重复着一个道理。

Whatever you do,

be prepared for the worst, but have Faith.

If the worst do happen,

remember that it is to make you tougher,

for that new journey you are intended to embark on.

Everything happens for a reason, and a lesson.

Learn that lesson,

and at a later stage of your life,

you will discover the reason.

To you

I'll give my love
To only you
To no one else
It's for only you

You are the world to me
And you will always be
The one whose oh so beautiful
My love will always stay with you

I will be yours
For all of time
And thank the Lord that you are mine

For with each breath I take
I know my love is safe
In the arms of one so wonderful

As long as I can dream
I'll dream for two
For my love is for only you

With each breath I take
I know my love is safe
In the arms of one so wonderful

As long as I can dream
I'll dream for two
For my love is

For only you

年年十八

还在读书吗？现在放假了哦。

她在找话题聊。

不，我年纪并不小...

哈哈... 我才老。最多让你 23岁。

呵呵。我快 27了。

顿时，一阵尴尬。

她不再说话。

我想搞不好，

我年级比她大。

First

wax. ;)

Secret of happiness

A boy went to the wisest man in the world to learn about the secret of happiness.

When he reached his palace, the wise man told him that he didn't have time just then to explain the secret of happiness. He suggested that the boy look around the palace and return in two hours.

He then asked the boy to carry a teaspoon that help two drops of oil. "As you wander around, carry this soon without allowing the oil to spill." The boy began climbing and descending the many stairways, keeping his eyes fixed on the spoon.

When he returned, the wise man asked if he saw the beauty of his amazing palace?

The boy was embarrassed, and confessed that he observed nothing. His only concern had been not to spill the oil that the wise man had entrusted him.

"Then go back to observe the marvels of my world. You cannot trust a man if you don't know his house."

Relieved, the boy picked up the spoon and returned to his exploration. This time, he saw the beauty and the taste with which everything had been selected. Upon returning to the wise man, he related in detail, everything he had seen.

"But where are the drops of oil I entrusted you?"

Looking down at the spoon, the boy saw that the oil was gone.

" Well, there's only one advice I can give you."

"The secret of happiness is to see all the marvels of the world, and never to forget the drops of oil on the spoon."

~~~Adapted from "The Alchemist"

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我一直在想，

那滴油，代表着什么。

在打出来，

并将它缩短的当儿，

骤然领悟，

在作者眼里，油象征了梦想。

然而我觉得，

我手中的油，是家人。

你呢？

Kept

Yeah baby,

I went swimming today.

Finally.

And it felt real good,

to be in that cool, vast pool,

and to keep that particular promise to oneself.

It made me hungry, satisfied and happy. :)

To swim

That day it Rained.

Mai Pen Rai.

We will try tomorrow,

Again.

Pursuing dreams

There are four obstacles.

First, we are told from childhood onward that everything we want to do is impossible. We grew up with the idea, and it became so deeply buried in our soul, it became invisible.

If we have the courage to disinter dreams, we are then faced by the second obstacle: love. We know what we want to do, but are afraid of hurting those around us by abandoning everything in order to pursue dream. However, we do not realised that love should be a stimulus, not an obstacle.

The third obstacle: fear of defeats. We who fight for dreams suffer more when it doesn't work out. There is nothing to fall back on for we have staked everything on it. The secret of life though, is to fall seven times, and get up eight times.

Then comes the last: fear of realizing the dreams we fought all our lives. The mere possibility of getting what we want fills the soul of the ordinary person with guilt. I've known of many people who, when their dreams were within grasp, went on to commit a series of stupid mistakes and never reach their goal, when it was only a step away.

But is you believe yourself worthy of the thing you fought so hard to get, you understand why you are here.


~~ Paulo Coelho