Verdict

I cannot say I was disappointed,

I was not expecting anything really.

At most,

I was merely planning what needs to be done,

if THAT really falls upon me.

I gave CS a long hug,

whil he read on.

Perhaps it is for the best.

To have THAT happening for the next 2 years,

and then perhaps marriage and children all at the same time,

is something that takes a lot to handle,

for the both of us.

I will still continue to path a way.

Whatever the outcome,

it will be for the better,

whether known or unknown to me.

To us.