Pui

Ok. It matters

Not in the sense that I am ambitious,

but the extra monies certainly will give boost to (short-term) morale.

And also you will sort of expect it,

when you given so much sh** and doing so much beyond your duty.

But oh no,

this is not the case.

This is INDEED an awakening call.

I should run, hide and chill out,

whenever arrows ever come running around again.

If "quality" people like Beanie can go up,

then I should seriously learn more from her.