Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Back & forward

2010 will be ending in two days' time.

I know it sounds cliche,
but time really flies.

2010 has been a year of healing and searching,
filled with plenty of love and more understanding.

There has been turmoils, frustrations and confusions,
but we stayed together and went through it.

I do not know if 2011 will be better,
after all we have gone through and learnt.

But the wisdom we gained and knowledge we attained,
seeds of love we planted and depth of faith that grew,
will see us through.

Come what come may.

We will learn to receive them like the flowing water,
and reflect back in our own tranquil depths,
neither confuse nor frighten by our self-infused fear.

To end 2010 & start 2011,
I hereby present a poem by Mother Teresa.

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Anyway

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you may win some false friends and true enemies;
succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people may forget tomorrow;
do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, it may never be enough;
give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and your God,
it was never between you and them anyway.


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Happy New Year to all of you.

May you find peace and happiness in the brand new year.






Sunday, December 12, 2010

亲爱的

那天晚上在我家
你说要给我看东西
然后忽然拿出戒指跪下

那种情绪很复杂
我不愿在这种状况下

我一直试图推开
你却不知所措地将我紧拥入怀

那时我忽然很清楚地听到你的心跳声
如此急促,如此焦急

当时我其实已感动
但还是说不可以

你说我要惊喜
但你不会制造惊喜

我说你的方向错了
我比较想要诚意

你总是傻傻的
不会推敲我的心意
但又总是如此尽力
因为你说,我,你最在意

第二次
没想到你又安排在我家里

意想不到的惊喜
在门外可爱的小男孩
带着气球和玫瑰

然后穿得帅帅的你
再次拿出戒指跪下

亲爱的

感谢你
总是用你自己的方式
如此用心地爱着我

我爱你,我愿意

一辈子继续做你最亲密的朋友
最懂你的知己,最快乐的玩伴
最幸福的爱人

执子之手,与子偕老





Friday, December 10, 2010

Equilibrium

It's been almost three weeks
since my break started.

The first thing I always do
is to sleep as much as my body desires.

My profession requires me
to wake up at wee hours of the morning,
hence it is a norm to wake up feeling extremely unsatisfied.

Then started the vicious cycle
of sleeping later and waking up late.

Instead of feeling rested,
I felt more weary than before.

My biological clock is disrupted,
and the disruptions start to show on my face.

I started to appreciate having a job to wake up to,
having a purpose every day.

I am still enjoying my break,
which is ending in a few weeks' time.

But this realization of the importance of equilibrium,
makes me cherish my rest and work more.

Equilibrium sometimes requires discipline,
and that is why I am slowly adjusting myself,
to an early bedtime and wake up earlier in the morning.

This equilibrium I am trying to attain in my daily life,
I feel will bring about clarity and peace in my daily thoughts.