Rainbow beneath

I have to stop this negativity
that is brewing inside of me.

It makes me feel weaker
than I already am.

People continue to draw strength from me,
when strength is what I no longer can offer.

And it sadden me to see
despair in silent agony.

I frantically searched for solutions,
where none is in existence.

There is no solution.

For matters that cannot be taken
into our own hands,
I must remember to be patient.

I forgot.

Time is needed
for the truth and answer to surface.

It is a vicious cycle,
something I need to distance from.

For only distance can cleanse my vision.

I need a clear vision,
to stay strong in faith and hope.

Faith,
that everything will turn out alright.

Hope,
that what ridiculously went down,
will one day come up again.