五月天！

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最重要的小事

昨日，

最重要的小事。

到室内体育场，

与五月天一起创造 DNA，

狂欢、呐喊、活爽。

尽管一开始，

觉得位子真的很糟糕，

唯一的优点就如 RY 的朋友所说，

靠近厕所。

但是演唱会一开始，

我们都不顾保安人员的阻止涌上前去，

让自己 $178+$3 的付出得到回馈。

然后一整晚，

就站着、跳着、摆动着、呐喊着。

尽管除了位子外，

音响也很糟，

五月天唱到下半场，

好像都已经露出疲惫了。

这样真得很不公平，

因为我们是买预购的票哦，

而且一直以为只会有一场，

如今变成我们是第二场，

让五月天在第一场就把精力消耗得七七八八了。

但是但是，

我刚才有讲“尽管”。

昨晚的高潮，

就是五月天所答应大家，

要给昨晚的50名幸运观众能在，

演唱会后与五月天拍照握手。

阿信到后面就叫我们所有的人，

都回去自己的位子，

然后把手放在椅子下，

看看下面有没有信封。

懵懂的 RY 一伸手就拿出信封，

然后他以为每个人都会有。

PS 立刻转过去抓住那个信封不松手 ，

然后激动地要 RY 让给她。

所以呢，

到了演唱会结束后，

PS 得以和五月天合照，

皆大欢喜。:)

让人更欢喜的是，

Man U 昨天赢了！ :D

好的开始是成功的一半噢。

忘了提，

如果昨晚你也有去，

而且一直在看荧幕，

那么有没有注意到，

一直被拍到的那三个一直在摆动着的，

红色心型荧光棒？

那就是我，PS 和 CS 了！

blabberish

i am in the midst of markings,

feeling really worn out right now,

missing someone very badly and

did i tell you i saw some blackish weirdo stuff,

hanging around the void deck on the opposite block,

at a weirdo timing of afternoon 4 o'clock,

that i thought might freak the hell out of me,

but calm as i was, i just say to myself that,

i am tired enough, please don't come and try scare me now,

and i said a prayer after,

the infamous "Our Father in heaven",

and i reminded myself that,

i should learn to memorise the "Mother of God" prayer as well,

and then i tried to remember the buddhist chants,

that i used to learn in Maha Bodhi,

that USED to be ever so helpful in bad dreams,

and then i try to chant it in full faith,

and then i start to think about my future home,

if i should have a cross or a buddha's stautue,

or can i have both, since i am pretty well-taught in both,

then i thought of my recent falling health,

and i thought of the rising housing prices,

then i thought of the stupid September holidays packed with work,

and i thought of my burst bulb that kept me in darkness,

then i thought of my father who never help me buy lightbulb,

and i thought of the MayDay concert i can't sing along in,

then i thought of the amount of money i spent on,

buying medicine and health-nourishing products,

and then i thought of my nauseated feeling in the morning,

then the Tussil 5 that are not working,

and the flu that have not been here,

for quite some time since i took Tamiflu,

then i thought of going to take the flu vaccine,

and then i try to convince myself,

that you know,

despite all these,

it might not be so bad after all,

because you wouldn't know,

it can be worse for all.

Dear God...

Please be with me,

as I work with this vulnerable body of mine.

I promise to take good care of it,

and make it well again.

Please let everything be fine.

Just as before...

really

next time remind me,

not to cry myself silly.

unless i want to wake up again,

with eyes so swollen,

i can barely open.

胡思乱想

给看得懂的你。

Upon realization

It gives one sheer internal strength,

when one understands that there is nobody to rely on.

Either you go through it yourself,

or you entirely give it up altogether.

No one knows how it will turn out to be.

You cannot turn back,

and there should be no regrets.

莫名其妙

今天带着口罩到咖啡店买午餐。

卖杂菜饭的男子在收钱时问我，

可不可以把口罩取下，

让他看看我的样子。

Lesson learnt

Always be responsible.

Try not to create sh** for people,

for one day the same sh** will come back to you.

And always try to help when you can,

because there is such a thing as

KARMA.

In the Evidence File

that my sister, CJH

promises to give free tuition

to my future lovely children.

And she says according to her strong ability,

she can bao-ka-liao.

Good. Save money.

Fourth finger

电邮传来的。

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Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger?

Thumb represents your Parents,

Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings,

Middle finger represents your-Self,

Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner,

the Last (Little) finger represents your children.

Firstly, open your palms (face to face),

bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back.

Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip

(As shown in the figure below):

Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents).

They will open,

because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong,

and have to leave you sooner or later.

Please join your thumbs as before

and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings).

They will also open,

because your brothers and sisters will have their own families

and will have to lead their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers

and separate your Little fingers (representing your children).

They too will open,

because the children also will get married

and settle down on their own some day.

Finally, join your Little fingers,

and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).

You will be surprised to see that you simply are unable to,

because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives,

through thick and thin.

Blessings

As one door closes,

another opens.

To a fresh beginning,

when the firm first step taken.

The wind blows wishes,

to soften every hardship taken.

All will be well,

but Faith is a condition.

Big blunder ):

I tried to pay my Mom's hp bill via Vpost

and processed $3493

instead of $34.93.

This is so *argh*!

Get masked!

Do you see how CLOSE it is now?

So please people,

put your MASKS to use.

STOP coughing & sneezing among people,

like it does not matter.

You are being very very inconsiderate.

I'm puzzled why aren't Singapore putting up

a strong campaign on wearing masks when feeling unwell?

For the very least, they should educate the younger ones.

得天独厚

妹妹临晨6点收到同学简讯，

说她需卖出至少5盒 Girls Guides cookies，

所以一大早就问我要不要买。

我叫她问 CS，

于是她便传了简讯给 CS 和弟弟的女友，LT。

CS 打了给我，

叫我选择一盒喜欢的口味，

然后他待会儿给妹妹钱。

这时 LT 也回妹妹简讯。

OK! E choc crunch.

Money take from your bro :)

PM Lee

I know it sounds pretty bimbotic.

As I watched him nervously deliver his speech,

I can't help but think that

he is actually kind of cute :)

7 days after

first day back at work.

Thursday,
the craziest day of the week.

after 3 straight hours of non-stop lessons,
i went back to staff room pale and breathless.

i msn-ed CS,
and felt like crying.

some part of me wanted to just break down,
and say i can't do it, i am still feeling weak.

the air is bad,
students coughing & sneezing around unmasked,
and i have no "classroom voice" to speak of.

and then CS told me to calm down,
and i know i needed to calm myself down.

i reminded myself of brudder's words:
It's all in the mind.

and i sat down and rested
for that mediocre 20 minutes.

i felt better after,
and seeing those lovely children again,
makes everything easier.

and so i went through for an hour,
and then another hour and a half.

and i survived till the end. :)




ps: CS said he will accompany me to the Doc, if I still don't feel well tomorrow. But you know, I am so not looking forward to visit Dr. H again. *fingers crossed*

Ramblings for self

First.
Today is the last day of my mc.
I no longer have fever.
An occasional blocked nose,
only once or twice a day.
A constant coughy feeling down the throat,
with very rare existence of cough.

I spoke to Z who is pregnant.
She was concerned and said the others
said I should have tested for H1N1.

I understand the concerns,
but when even my Doc does not prescribed Tamiflu,
why should I insist a test for H1N1 which costs hundreds?

My sister's friend tested positive for H1N1,
and she was put on 7 days mc with Tamiflu.
This was not much difference from my treatment.

I woke up this morning feeling a need
to go to work as per normal.

Lying in bed, staying at home,
not daring to go anywhere at all,
retards my ability to survive in the open.

I get tired easily,
and perhaps its psychological,
that I constantly feel the misty air
hindering my ability to breathe.

I need to get through tomorrow's workday,
to know that I am alright, and have recovered.

Second.
This is a lesson learnt.
I am not going to sign up
anymore fitness package again,
when I am done with this Pure Yoga.

How could they insist that I go for
my remaining 3 sessions for that month,
when I already explained to them my health situation?

If I can make it, I will definitely go for it.
But pushing myself to it will do no good,
for both parties.

I feel exploited,
they just want my money.
Period.

Third.
IT is not coming,
not that I should worry.

But it's very irritating,
because it's bloated inside there,
refusing to come out at all!

Argh.

It's adding on to my psychological burden,
and causing outbreaks all over my face.

I think my hormones are sort of disrupted,
contributing to my fatigue.

I want to be well.
I don't want to keep taking medicine.
It disturbs the hell out of me.

Please keep me strong,
physically and emotionally.

I want to be very well.

侮辱

难道就不能用更好的字眼，

给予不幸过世者更多的尊重吗？