first day back at work.
Thursday,
the craziest day of the week.
after 3 straight hours of non-stop lessons,
i went back to staff room pale and breathless.
i msn-ed CS,
and felt like crying.
some part of me wanted to just break down,
and say i can't do it, i am still feeling weak.
the air is bad,
students coughing & sneezing around unmasked,
and i have no "classroom voice" to speak of.
and then CS told me to calm down,
and i know i needed to calm myself down.
i reminded myself of brudder's words:
It's all in the mind.
and i sat down and rested
for that mediocre 20 minutes.
i felt better after,
and seeing those lovely children again,
makes everything easier.
and so i went through for an hour,
and then another hour and a half.
and i survived till the end. :)
ps: CS said he will accompany me to the Doc, if I still don't feel well tomorrow. But you know, I am so not looking forward to visit Dr. H again. *fingers crossed*
1 comment:
Take it slow and easy, sis. 校长以前最爱提醒我们,路有时不要走的太快。放缓脚步,欣赏途中的花草树木。
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