他曾带来的 “奇迹” 和伤痛

二月的眼泪

And you thought
All that you went through
Was worthwhile
Because he love you

And you thought
His love will not stop
Even if circumstances
Deny possibilities

And you thought
Of all that you’re able to give
Give all that you’re able to sacrifice
Sacrifice with all the love you have

Your once important existence
Has proven to be a disgusting burden
And this once cherished relationship
Is now only a pile of shit

You probably did not realise it
But when he said what he said
He froze your heart
And took its life away

That is why you wish to vanish
And cease to exist

And you thought
How is it possible
For someone who promises true love
Turn to be so cruel

And you cried
In the arms of no one
The pain does not go away
It grows with every breathe

Closing your eyes
Drifting into eternal slumber
Under the soft tune
Of your one last lullaby

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三月的天空

I am dead,
Yet I am living.

I am sad,
Yet I am smiling.

No longer do I know,
Who I am,
Where I go,
What I want.

For I exist,
For those who want me to exist.

Hence I am,
Who you want me to be.

I thought my plight was bad,
Until L told me his story of Sad.
Reminded me of Q’s beliefs,
Of strength and optimism.

There are matters
We can work hard at.

But whatever the outcome,
We must accept.

That is why I am dead,
Yet I am still living.
And I am sad,
Yet I am still smiling.