“你怕什么？”
“改变。生活的改变，事情的改变。我会逃避。”
他也是一个害怕改变的人。
他曾说过，
只要他已习惯于某种生活、某种形式，
他可以一尘不变的过一辈子。
“你呢？”
“我很怕一种感觉的来袭。”
“我从来都不是这样的。”
“什么感觉”
“被遗弃的感觉。”
曾经告诉过 Q,
我越来越怕自己一个人的感觉。
曾经，
在发生事情的时候，
家人都出了远门。
那次的经验，
很震撼。
越来越感觉到
家人对我的重要性。
没有他们，
我忘了怎么生活，
也不知道为什么要继续生活。
我问 Q
如果有一天，
他们都不在了，
我该怎么办？
“园游会结束后，自己一个人的感觉。”
"I am a coward."
"I am also a coward."
"There is a coward in everyone.
Something that one is afraid of."
"Why do we still be a coward when we consciously know so?"
"I don't want to be a coward."
"That's good."
"Then work towards that."
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L 后来告诉我，
他的朋友有个座右铭。
当他害怕的时候，
他会告诉自己
“不要怕。没有什么好怕的。”
L 说，我们应该向他学习。
Yes.
We really should.
5 comments:
blessing in disguise, jen.
i've always thought that you belong to someone tougher.
such as me :)
and by the way, you are not a coward.
yes, a sentimental rare creature. but the jen i know is never a coward.
He's tough.
He tried.
then it's apparent that he's not good enough to have such a lady who would still speak up for the very person who hurt her.
it's his lost to let you go.
you deserve so much better
i agree with m. :)
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