Thursday, December 07, 2006

出去




我不了解
现在的情绪

因为没有道理



10 comments:

钪凯 said...

是有道理的,只是你不知道而已。

Super Saiyan 3 said...

某事某物,觸動心靈深処的空虛。

蓝月 said...

我怕,
但是我不可以怕,
我要勇敢。

Super Saiyan 3 said...

我了解!很痛很痛,所以怕!慶幸,許許多多愛你的,你愛的人讓你活得很堅強。
起初,我想建議你把記憶抹花,選擇遺忘!但我知道你不願意!
如果你能從中發掘出正面的意義,那麽帶來的是動力,而不是恐懼!

I got so much to talk, but friend is waiting......cheers up!

Super Saiyan 3 said...

Look at it from another way! "Emotion" is from your heart. "Doesn't make sense" comes from your "thinking/brain".
Again, you are scared, that's your "emotion". You choose to be brave, that's from your brain.
There's a disalignment between your brain and your heart! That's why you are unhappy at certain moments.
Brain vs emotion, guess which side will win? Nono, both sides will lose. Bring them together, you will have peace.

蓝月 said...

a friend's waiting for you at 2am?

蓝月 said...

you are so right.
disalignment.

i have much to write as well.
it felt so full, i want to get it out, but nothing comes.

you are rational, so let me try to be rational as well.

i am afraid, very afraid.
and what am i afraid of?

i am afraid of my vulnerability.

when i've never been there,
i thought i was strong enough no matter what happen.

when i've been there,
i know how vulnerable i can be,
how easily frightened i can be,
by the silence.

Do you know how frightening it is,
to be left all alone,
when all along you thought you are not.

the moment the truth dawned upon you,
is the moment you stood bare naked,
with all your fears lurking around,
as if waiting for the right opportunity to attack.

i went through that.

i thought i'll never pass through it,
but i did.

i never want to go through that again.
never.

that's why i am afraid.

蓝月 said...

if i'm not talking sense, bear with me.
it's almost 3 am in the morning.

蓝月 said...

i am ok.

i am just very tired.

Super Saiyan 3 said...

Glad to hear that you're fine! Rest well, and enjoy your Taiwan trip, remember to 全力支持陳水扁~~倒台!
Wow, that's a very complicated sentence. I just released that it could mean he is distroying Taiwan
Err, yup, 3am! Meet the Night Elf!