I dictate

Felt good to make decision
that makes you feel good afterwards.

It meant that
the right decision is being made.

I have decided,
after the long walk home
yesterday.

It was all too idealistic,
when I first think about it.

In reality when all sets in,
my enthusiasm will only be crushed
by the weariness having to wake up,
in the wee hours of 5.15am.

Crazy days are happening very soon,
in less than 3 weeks.

I am not scared,
I just want to be prepared.

Not being committed to THAT,
meant 2 things.

I can spend more on
other neccessity & luxuries.

I need to commit to
my personal workout routine.

Whatever it is,
I will do it.

For myself,
for my health.